Why am I here? I was waiting to come back down with my sister in this life and she had to talk me into coming down. Some pretty bad things had happened in my previous life and I remember being afraid of coming back down. She reassured me that everything would be ok, so I said ok. She had found our parents and came ahead of me, and I came down 15 months after her. Mom told me stories of how she would mother me, and take care of me. Mom said she would crawl into my crib from hers in the morning, take my wet diaper off and throw it out and give me the rest of her bottle because mine was all gone. We were always close, and stayed in contact where ever we were. She died from cancer in 1996, it was a rough time for me. I had someone who was trying to guide me and when I was about to do something that would have bad repercussions for me they alerted me so I could avert the action that was about to cause it. I found out it was a women that I knew when I was real young and had helped raise my father. She stayed with me until 2006 and now is back on the planet. Then my sister became my guide. She left sometime after that and is no longer in this solar system. I went to see her in 2018 where we had meet before we came down. I was having a guided lucid dream with my higher self. The dream started and it was a flood dream that I had had in the 1990's, but it was showing that it wasn't going to happen and dissipated with no damage. I was in the boat that we had when I was growing up on a lake and it was going down a street in town and came to rest on east Main st. I thought about the prop being all chewed up from the pavement and got up to go look and all of a sudden I was huge, way to big for the boat. My right foot was all that would fit in the boat so I jumped over the edge and when I hit the pavement I was back to normal. I still don't know what that was about, but I walked to the back of the boat and looked at the prop. It was all chewed up from the pavement. Then I looked east at the street and there was no flood damage turned around and was walking west along the side of the boat and boom, I shot into the air on my left side at about 50 degrees from level and i was moving very fast when it all got dark. The first thing I saw was a huge flat disc, and I seemed to be moving out of the inside of the disc to the ring around the Earth. Looking left and right it was around the whole Earth, the Earth was getting smaller behind me. The disc was glowing lightly with a slightly yellow iridescence as I was rapidly approaching it. I saw a line on the disc that turned and went mostly straight onto the disc, or 90 degrees to a tangent to the inner circle, then turned and went a little to my left. We followed the line slowing down as we got closer, and things started to come into view. At first it was just dots, with some areas of higher concentration than others along the line. As we slowed and got closer I could see it was people. Nearing the end of the line we followed, I saw what I thought was my sister. We slowed way down and I saw her, she seemed to be talking to someone as I settled in on her left side. I was grinning from ear to ear when she turned to see who was coming. She was just as elated as I was to see her. Then she got a very worried look on her face and asked what I was doing there, but her lips weren't moving. Then she told me I wasn't supposed to be there yet. I had no clue why I was there so I had no answer, and she then told me that I better get back there right now as if my life depended on it and boom I shot right back in the direction I came. It was about the same time going back and seemed as if I was traveling very fast. As I came right back down to the place I had left from, I saw the street come into view as we slowed. I landed on my left foot and walked right into it as if I had done it a million times before. I woke abruptly after that my heart was racing and I knew I had actually seen her. It was the night of the summer solstice in 2018. Some how I knew she was going some where else and wouldn't be coming back to this planet.
Has anyone noticed that most of the entire northern hemisphere is covered in clouds? The aurora is there for us to see, but all of a sudden the whole of the northern hemisphere is cloudy, and the oceans are covered completely too. I watch the weather a lot because I fly ultralight air planes. I have never seen cloud coverage so complete, never. Why don't they want us to see it? The April 8th eclipse was the same way, the track across the US was blocked by clouds. I stood in the rain anyway, it came right across my house in south western NY and it got dark for over 2 mins.When I was in Alaska we used to see it all the time in the winter, and rarely we saw purple with the green. I have been here in southern tier of NY most of my life and have only seen it once here. I tried to see it last night between rain showers, but all I could see was a light purple along the northern horizon. If they don't want us to see it, we need to figure out how to see it. There must be something to it if they are going to this extreme to stop us from viewing it. We need to shut down doppler radar I think its got something to do with it.
